Deceptive Heart

from Not With A Bang by OHE

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Verse 1

You try your best to take advantage of me
You try your best to change me
I fill myself with insecurity
And you, all you do is hate me

Chorus 1

Maybe it's narcissistic, maybe it's not correct
Maybe my own self-hatred is why I cannot self reflect
But all I know is that from the start
That all you give is a deceptive heart

Verse 2

Self was all I had before you happened to me
Touch was everything you gave us
You never seemed to be this broken machine
You always seemed so hateless

I was desperate for you, you knew that I was all alone
You were baiting me too, you knew that I was skin and bone
All your flaws went away whenever it worked for you
My self hate reappears whenever you want it to

Bridge

Suddenly I get the feeling I had from the start
Everything we ever shared begins to fall apart
How can I love you when I'm not who I have to be
How can you love anything with your deceptive heart

With your deceptive heart

Your deceptive heart x4

Chorus 2

Maybe it's narcissistic, maybe it's not correct
Maybe my own self-hatred is why you think I have no self respect
But all I know is that from the start
That all you give is a deceptive heart

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from Not With A Bang, released October 31, 2016

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